August 2012
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Sitting by your side
as the scenery rolls behind you
outside the driver’s side window
my hand in the crook
of your right elbow
pulsepoint.
The curve of your arm
so strong
and safe
and smooth
smoke curling off your fingertips.
I want to taste it.
I take the cigarette from your hand and place it in my mouth
inhaling the burning embers of tobacco smoke
into the tenderness of my...
June 2012
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primal
primal daughter
sleeping in my belly
awakens to the drumbeat of your heart
she looks out
through the rims of my eyes
seeing past the discernment
age has sculpted in my mind
she sees the sculpture of your body
each curve of muscle accented by the shadows
can smell the musk of your arrival
and the tasting of your tongue
she rises to the pores of our skin
and eclipses all my explaining
...
April 2012
2 posts
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i am not monogamous and i am not random either…
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ripe
sensuality of scintillating energy
coursing through my body
as egg presents itself
high inside my core
softens my skin
opens my pores
the light and air
pour right through
in and out
over and over
again
March 2012
13 posts
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rose
single red rose
amidst the blazon of thorns
black and twisted
against the night
droplet of blood
of life
of wisdom
amidst the chaos
amongst the daemons
coexisting
with the strife
i cannot pick you
put you in a vase
to keep you with me
keep me safe
and yet the knowing
that you are living
means none of this
has gone to waste
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sample
taste
of the infinite
intermingled
with your flavor
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awakening
sense memories
of the last time you touched me
culling me from sleep
with soft kisses and soft skin
i am shy and you are playful
and I let go of my armor
and let you touch the place in me
i didn’t know i had
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words in silence
are you listening? are you out there?
i keep trying to say this
yet before the words rise through me
it is already here
palpable, experiential
aliveness coursing through me
the interconnected matrix
that animates both you and me
we touch it now together
even if I never meet you
we share this same breath breathing
that’s been breathed since long ago
my verse it may be awkward
not polished...
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open
thin membrane
surface of skin
slit
between my breasts
by crescent moon nail
of your curled pinky finger
light escapes
bursting out the crack
peeling back the layers
radiating through the space
where my boundary used to be
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beloved lover
a lover without a lover
is like an artist without a form
aching to express
the dance we were born to share
it cannot be just anyone
only ones who recognize
the magnificence of the dance
animating space between us
that dance can last a lifetime
or only just one day
it is not time that defines us
but intimacy
our eyes meet in the marketplace
and walking down the street
the...
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a dark aria
Daria was a very small girl with veins so tiny that the nurses always missed when they drew blood. And they drew blood often. For Daria’s mother was always afraid that Daria was so tiny, and that she was so still all the time. Daria’s mother would always be feeding her chocolate malted milk shakes to fatten her up, make her smile, and get her moving. But Daria did not like chocolate, or even...
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wink (the universality of cliché)
secret lovers
passersby
on busy NYC street
without skipping a beat
he winks
and she blushes
the whole world
of silent knowing
conveyed
in the blink of an eye
then blend back into the maelstrom
sensitized
to the breath of air
sliding across skin
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solo
i keep searching
for my compliment
feeling like something is missing
inside myself
~
the ones I think I want
elude me
the ones who think they want me
don’t fit right
~
a warm cup of tea
asana
the bath
my orgasm
support me for a moment
and then
the moment is gone
and I feel the emptiness again
~
please fill me
with the luminescence
that cannot be taken anyway
no matter where I am...
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fantasy
i want the you i created in my mind not the one that is real the one hard to find. the one i created out of sparkles of light that danced on your face on those hot summer nights
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rejection
I handed you my awkward self
In the hopes you would hold my heart and smile
Through the layers of desperate loneliness
That seep off me like dirty water
Yet you turned away
Back to your house in the sunlight
And I sit here wishing
You had never shown me the face
I will never be able to have
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hungry
there is no food
that can nourish
the emptiness I feel
when I am disconnected
from your presence
~
no love that can hold me
no fuck that can release me
no scent can intoxicate me
without you here
~
when you fill me
I am alive to everything
and it matters not
whom I sit in front
~
the radiance swells my heart
and I am fed by this
and the more I give from this place
the less it can be taken away